What do you do?

What do you do when you can't make a person see their full potential?
What do you do when they don't follow through with promises?
What do you do when you cry yourself to sleep?
What do you do?




You pray. Pray hard and long. Put it into God's hands and He'll do what he can. 

Boss

I have the most amazing bosses ever right now. They really care about is and actually talk to us and even work with us when they come into the store! Which is really something. Today I finally heard the news that Nick sold his part of the company to the owner Matt. This made me really sad! I have loved working with Nick Rhodes and I wish him well in his endeavors with his family. He's made an impact on me as well as my other co-workers. We've been blessed to know him.

Another person who I've gotten to know really well is my friend but also my manager Danny LaLumia or as I like to call him, Daniel or Danny Lala. :) He sincerely cares about my well being. He's been going through a tough time and just knowing that I've helped him is a great blessing. He's even helped me in his hard times too. He's so genuine. Which is why I can definitely count on him! He's one of my best friends. I can say that and mean it.

Dreams

What are they really? Your wants? Is your subconscious telling you something about your life? If one person keeps appearing in your dreams, does that mean something? So many questions. I don't know if anyone can answer them for me.

Invisible

You know that feeling when you go from having a lot of friends to almost no friends? It's a hard feeling. Especially when you start to feel invisible to all but your family and maybe one or two other people.

When you count on someone and they are your only source of security or happiness, and they disappear, or get too lazy to talk to you, or ignore you. It hurts. The one person you thought you could count on... Vanished.

I guess I've finally understood what it means to feel invisible. And it's rough.

You win.

You can have my friends, you can do whatever you want. But leave ME alone. Don't spread rumors. Don't make up lies. Just live your life, and I'll live mine.

Thoughts

So... you're on my mind all day. It's fine :) haha. I could talk about you all day too! I already talk TO you all day. I think this potentially could be the best thing yet. It's almost been a month that we've talked everyday. 3 days til that mark. Let's keep it going, shall we? I hope so.

This love is OURS...

Well, this song has to be my complete and utter favorite right now.

I don't even really know how to explain why, or what makes it my favorite. But it just makes me feel good inside. I hope to be in love one day. So I think because I hope to relate, is why I'm such a fan of it.

"Don't you worry your pretty little mind. People throw rocks at things that shine, and life makes love look hard.... the stakes are high, the water's rough, but this love is ours."