Why is it so hard...?

Why is it so hard to date?
Have you ever thought about that?
Well, here's my thoughts on this subject.

I feel like men have to play this game. Like you're some sort of object that they can do whatever they want. Which, in my opinion, is not ok!! Women are precious, gentle, kind, loving, fragile. We have feelings and emotions. And when those are toyed with or just thrown around, our confidence falls and/or is shattered! But here's the catch. WE LET THEM! Why do we let them do that?? What is it in our mentality that's allows them to take over? Well let me tell you.
We feel like if we do all we can to possibly impress them or say anything they wanna hear then they'll want us around. But sometimes we need to tell them flat out NO! When you tell them no, it's almost like they have a bigger respect for you. But do we want to tell them no?? Of course not! Why would we ever say no to someone we want to be with more than anything! Well, I've come to find that telling them no keeps them around. But eventually, it doesn't last. They break your heart and go somewhere else to find someone who is going to give in. You may cry and Get hurt but it'll take the right girl to change a man. That's what I have learned. Crazy right?? Well, it makes perfect sense to me. Maybe, hopefully, I'll one day be the right girl for someone. We can only hope. And my motto is it'll happen when it happens. In the mean time, live life to the fullest! :)

Long time coming...

Well folks, it's been a while! I know, I know, I slacked big time!

Well, I just happen to be getting over the wretched strep throat. It was horrid.
BUT! I will tell you that it has been the best break from work ever. No offense to my lovelies there but I was gettin worn out. I think that's why I got sick....

Anyway, moving on!

WHAT do you do when you feel like you were over something and then all of a sudden it's slapped you in the face and you're back where you started?? I'm not sure how I feel about this. ALL I know is that I've just wanted to scream my guts out, but haven't because I'm not exactly in a secluded area... haha.

What I need is my temple day. But it was postponed this week.. If you know what I mean. HA! Stupid..

SO! This week while I was sicker than ever on my couch, I watched 5 movies. :)
They were:

1. Disney's Prom.
2. Justin Bieber: Never Say Never.
3. Waiting For Forever.
4. Country Strong.
5. How do you know?

All excellent films. Definitely my taste :) I recommend them! I sobbed like a baby in waiting for forever. THAT movie was a heart-wrencher! for sure! It was definitely a great one. How do you know is probably the theme movie of my life at this point! SO great. The others were merely entertainment. I'm not a picky movie watcher except for the fact I can't stand scary movies. Those just aren't my cup of tea. haha.

That's all for today, everyone! Thanks for reading!

Cabin...

Ok so I only was at my cabin for a total of ten minutes tops! But it was the most relaxing get away I've had this whole summer! I really can't wait to get back up there next weekend! Ah!

Oh and not only that! But I got to hear a really good friend of mine speak at his homecoming this afternoon! He is incredible, and his testimony is so strong and touching! It made me feel so great just to listen to him! It really just makes me love missionaries even more! :) thank you Jason Longhurst for your talk today! :)

Feeling alone...

Ok, so I know we all feel alone at times. I know I have lately. Even when I'm with people I care about. But inside you just feel like no one understands.

There is one song I know for a fact helps me get through it. And I only know this song because my sister Eliza is a genious and choreographed a dance to it that made everyone bawl like a baby.

It's called "Never alone," by Jesse Bonanno.

He has a voice like an angel. Look it up. Love it. Let it inspire you, like it has me. :)

WHYYYYYY!??!?!?!??!

Ugh. Why is a good question.

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That is how my stumach feels at this very moment.

Why do we have to pine over something so badly?
I find my mind wander back to soo many good memories and just pine away.
I pine away hard and for a long time. Sometimes it brings me to tears.
No one really knows how bad I pine. Most days I just want to sit in my room and never come out.
I miss everything I ever did with a certain someone. best 2 months of my life. :)
But, of course, something new that's good will come along soon. I'm waiting for it.

Could it come faster? We'll see.

Mosiah 24: 14

"And I will also ease the burdens which are put upon your shoulders, that even you cannot feel them upon your backs, even while you are in bondage; and this will I do that ye may stand as witnesses for me hereafter, and that ye may know of a surety that I, the Lord God, do visit my people in their afflictions."

This is the greatest scripture. One I've definitely had on my mind since I gave a thought on it at ward FHE yesterday. I will be forever grateful to Kimber Kay for this scripture. It's her favorite. It's become one of mine too. Love it. Cherish it. Keep it close. Because when the time comes, you'll need it.

Love you all.

Love, Me.

understanding...

I think there is one thing single men need to understand...

If you don't want to date me, just tell me.

The end. :)